An old friend of mine asked me a couple of days ago.. If I am pregnant again.. Hahah!!!
I laughed my ass off, and said "No I am not, I am just fat". LOL
Last year around this period in summer, I was still weighing about approx 50kg.. Eating poorly, neglecting my body and mind..
My menstruation was irregular, I had no reserves.. I have always struggled with eating disorders, not eating enough, and thriving on chocolates and caffeine.
Because of the way I was eating, I got into the depths of the self. I became at times very depressed, self-conscious and lost within myself.
I have transformed, and chosen myself over and and over again.
I decided to start to nurture myself through good food, creating healthy habits, and cutting out foods that did not serve my highest good.
I believe food, is one of the main things that could bring obstacles between the self and the source..
If what you are eating, isn't nurturing you. It isn't going to bring you justice either.
It's important for us to know what works for us, and what does not.
What makes us feeeeeeell goood!!
I have gained some more, yes, and honestly, I couldn't be happier!
I feel incredibly sexy, divine, and beautiful, inside and out..
I have longed and craved for a body that makes me feel good, in my mind, body and soul!
My vessel is important to me, and nurturing myself has become a priority. And that's not just about what I consume, in food.
But also about what I consume in the mind, negativity, chronic stress, and overthinking..
Negative impacts of the world, how people treat you, and most importantly how you treat yourself!
Love yourself a little more today. Because you are beautiful, no matter your size.
I love you dearly.
❤️
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